(no images for this yet, but I'll fix that soon)
Some parts of this city I really adore,
but other parts I cannot help but deplore
for being unloved and un-cared-for eyesores
against whom the city appears to wage war.
The parts of the city where people are poor
are left to decay and avoided by tours,
neglected, abandoned, with boarded up doors,
no trees on the street, vandal tags for decor,
just pawn shops and junk food and check cashing stores.
The stark subdivisions are hard to ignore
between parts with less and the parts with much more.
So sometimes I ask myself when feeling sore,
do I love Philly as much as before?
And yet when I walk there's no end to the nice parts
away from the empty lots, garbage, and Walmart.
It feels like on each block there's some kind of fine art,
a mural, mosaic, or sculpture to impart
a vision of what we desire to be
if one day we struggle less with poverty,
a park over here shading benches with trees,
a pool over there, people swimming for free,
a cat in a windowsill naps languidly,
and thrift stores and pho shops with noodles and tea,
and strangers on dog walks nod smiling at me,
and neighborhood gardens abundant with blooms
are filling the air with sweet honey perfumes,
and parents with drinks watching children with chalk
drawing cute diagrams on the sidewalk.
I wander for months and the joy never ends,
so why am I only attached to my friends?
Is it my mentality?
My modality?
My tonality?
Duality in my capacity for vivacity?
Is it the city, or is it me?